Some people are so freaking hot and they don’t even know it. Open your eyes babes. Your beautiful eyes.
I. Sex Therapy
We all go through stress. Anger, sadness..stress.
What better way to take that negative energy, the aggressiveness, and turn it all into something that makes you feel good.
Sex, when mutual it’s all good. You can’t go wrong and sometimes your partner may like it rough. That’s where the therapy comes in. Take your feelings and take all the energy and give it to ‘em. Just give it to ‘em. Like your fucking your problems away.
Make sure you have positive feelings toward your partner. It just becomes all bad and dramatic when it’s someone you hate. Let there be at LEAST an ounce of love for that person. The more you love your partner, the more effective your therapy will be.
There is no better way to release any negative energy and using it to, not only please yourself, but another human being.
I think that three out of my nine followers actually read my shit.
Listen to music
Think of tomorrow
Call a friend
Raid the closet for an outfit
Idk. So far I’ve done 4/10 of these and I still can’t sleep.
Back on the insomniac mode. Hating it.
I always do this:
Post something, in a confident attitude, like “yehh I’m the shit”
Then a few seconds later I’m like, “delete, nobody saw that right”. I’m pretty sure someone saw it tho, all the hash tags I use…I don’t know what it is, but I haven’t felt so low about myself like this since high school. I’m 22 and I’m a single parent, can’t find the good in anyone, and can’t find the good in myself. I used to be all about loving who I am and seeing who I want to be and being that person. Somewhere along this road I lost that philosophy because obviously, wasn’t working for me in the long run…I haven’t had an inspirational, meaningful blog post or Facebook status or Instagram…nothing worth keeping at least…deleting is so simple. You can take it back, whoever saw it will soon forget and they will never see it again. Deleted. Gone. Never existed.
You might think you know where I’m going with this, <i>if only life had a delete button.</i> No fuck that. No redo, no delete, no deactivation in life.
The things we do, the mistakes we make give color to life and to where our life is heading. The mistakes build that path for success for whatever aspect in life you are focusing on. People will not always get things right the first time…remember that…humanity is a fucked up race, we were meant to be extraordinary. Extraordinary. Great word by the way… ZzzzZz😴
Lately my free hours have been spent listening to pandora.
At the gym.
When I’m driving.
On my break.
And I have this list of songs that I am….
Dying to cover!
I’m turning to my YouTube channel again. Lookout for new vids. Lol YouTube talk.
I’ve got an ache for this. It must be done.
After a night of drinking, my punishment for drivin home juiced is throwing up while on the freeway. Haha fuckin Friday.